I know I am not alone and yet I am alone.  I have wandered through life it seems, unfocused at times and very focused during others, loving my friends and family and even my romantic entanglements, despising going to work at times and loving my work at others, immersing myself in life and yet withdrawing from it often; what I have come to realize is that I have not yet given myself a true sit-down regarding my passions.  What in the world do I want to do with my life?  What makes me happy?  What does God want me to do with the time I have left in this world?  What of my passions could I do every day for the rest of my life and be serenely happy and fulfilled?  Sitting down and thinking on all these questions there is only one consistent and frightening answer that ever fills my mind; the answer is not one I ever considered and yet brings such a smile to my face and peace to my heart that I know it is providential, I know it is the WRITE answer.  The frightening part is that I have no idea where to start!



This song is amazing; the simplicity, the feeling, the words all conjure images of what is lost to us.  The song is relaxing, sad, angry and accusatory, which are all feelings I am certain we have all experienced in close relationships.  And the piano is so beautiful with her voice, so simple.

Love is lost,
can I find it?
Do I dare?
Does it find me,
but where?